#01

You say you're sorry,

But I'm even more sorry it didn't work out for

US.

rambling #01

Brainwashed....

You manipulated and dictated what I'm supposed to think

I don't understand how you swept in & blinded me

I was so in love, yet I was dedicated to you

Thought everything was perfect and I thought nothing would change

Now all of a sudden I can see right through your games

And I can't believe I gave my whole life to you

It hurts so much inside, I don't know how you controlled my mind

And there's no way you can make it fine

Don't think I can forgive you if I tried.

Cause you brainwashed me, you had me thinking we would last  f o r e v e r

But now it's over, I really need to clear my head and start over

I don't know how I let you brainwash me,

You had me thinking I can live without you

Why didn't I see it?

Unless I've really been a fool and believed it, but I believed it

Now you got me out here trying to figure out just how to breathe

Don't know which was to go, it's been so long since I was  f r e e

I opened up and changed my life

You left me hung out to... you lead me on.

Now I close my eyes, everything around me is much clearer.

Why was I so blind? To let you take over my whole life.

I'm gonna start new and it's gonna be without you

Make sure this never ever happens again, you know

And I wont be too afraid to take the chance

And I'll never let another dude.

Brainwash me.

N e v e r  a g a i n,  n e v e r  a g a i n 

Boo~

hmm whatever I guess. I just don't really give a damn about anything anymore.

"What a sadd guyyyy" as David Sam would put it. *applauds & claps shoulder*

^^V

The thing about boomerangs...

I just wanted you to know, …that no matter where life takes me, no matter the distance, no matter the length of time, no matter the obstacles—I'll always come back to you. Even if I, myself, am not sure if I'll come back—in the end I'll always come back. Cause that's the thing about boomerangs, right? They come back even if they feel they shouldn't, they come back even if the world tries to stop them, they come back because they ultimately know where they belong... and who they belong to.

I Love You Tommy Kong

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♥

WTTU

“I tell myself that I don’t deserve any of this misery. I didn’t do anything to deserve it and I deserve to be happy.”


something I stumbled upon whilst in another world which I thought I'd share with the world when you're feeling down and out. Hope it helps :)

Poem from a friend of mine...

"Somedays everything just turns out wrong

Where I wish my life goes like the lyrics of a song

Everywhere I look, everything is grey

I lie in bed and stare at the ceiling

I don't know what to say...

It's hard to explain, it's such a sad feeling

Where there isn't a single light in my life

I feel I'm heading in the wrong direction

The choices I make...

I feel like I make the wrong selections

If not, then why was I destined to be

To live like this I'd rather float in the sea...

Why can't everything be fine, where the sun always shines..."

The Start Of A New Beginning

Here is to the start of a new life,

Here is to the start of a new beginning.

To the old, I wish the very best,

To the new, I welcome you in my arms.

It tears my heart,

To see a life I once knew so well,

Just disappear and never come back again...

But we all know as humans,

Life simply must go on ♥

_mai_